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steve harrington— where do i start with this fuckigng guy
— i feel weird finally writing anything down. i actively did not for years because i didn't want to think about some things but honestly since chris told me he's kinsidering billy there's like a block in my brain that's been lifted.
— my parents weren't home a lot. even when they were, they weren't really there y'know
— i had to be hyper-independent because of that i think
—— i think billy was definitely gay and hated himself for it because my god did he flirt with me. was i too stupid to notice until after the fact? maybe. but that doesn't change the fact that he was coming on to me like crazy
— nothing ever happened. i don't think
— ^ hey so just kidding. the first time i had sex with billy was drunk in the back of his car and i bttmed.
— billy would come over to fuck around since it was pretty much a guarantee nobody else would be home. after a few times we ended up falling asleep together and he tried to leave first thing in the morning but i made him stay and eat breakfast with me 🧍♂️
— there was also a time he stayed over just because there was nowhere safe for him to stay. he talked a little bit about his dad that night- back